OPEN

OPEN
HERE WE ARE OR MAYBE HERE I AM ALONE
THIS PLACE IS LIKE MY SECOND HOME
I DID MY BEST LOVED YOU WITH ALL I COULD
ALL I  WANTED WAS FOR YOU TO LOVE ME LIKE YOU SHOULD
SO MANY NIGHTS I LIE NEXT TO YOU NEEDING AND WANTING MORE
 LEARNED TO SETTLE FOR YOU JUST BEING THERE YET LONELY AT MY CORE
MY BODY ACHING NEEDING YOU AND MISSING YOUR TOUCH
LEARNING TO ACCEPT YOUR PRESENCE SHOULD BE ENOUGH
TRYING TO LEARN YOU AND COMPROMISE AND GIVE YOU ALL YOU NEED
NOW TO THINK ITS THROWN IN MY FACE SELFISH I WAS INDEED
ALL OF THOSE TIME I PLEASURED MYSELF PROTECTING YOUR PRIDE
BEGGING YOU TO SEE ME LOVE ME DAMAGING MY SOUL NOW IT CRIES
YET STILL YOU CANT HEAR ME FOR ONCE LISTEN NOT DEFEND
WE NEVER HEAL AND GET BACK TO US IF PRIDE WONT LET US MEND
I CAN ONLY BE ME , LOVE WITH MY HEART SOUL AND MIND
MY LOVE IS INTENSE BUT 100 % REAL AND ALL YOURS
BUT YOU HAVE TO  TRUST ME AND UNLOCK YOUR DOORS

09/14/15

Timmika Collins

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YOUR POISON

YOUR TOXIC POISONED ME AS I LISTENED AS YOUR CRUELTY RACED
SELFISHNESS INSECURE LACK OF CONFIDENCE WORDS THAT TORE
AT MY SOUL RIPPING IT TO SHREDS TOSSING IT TO THE FLOOR
I LISTENED AT THE WORDS ERUPTING FROM YOU IN THE COVER OF NIGHT
 BUT EMOTIONS CAN BE FELT NEVER BLINDED BY DARKNESS OR LIGHT
YET NOT ONCE DID YOU SAY I, BABY WE.. NO .. IT WAS” YOU YOU YOU”
BECAUSE I CHANGED, IM NOT WHO I WAS, BUT  FAILURE TAKES TWO
 AS YOUR VENOM SPREAD THROUGH MY BLOOD MY HEART TURNED TO STONE
YOUR WORDS YOUR EMOTIONS BREAKING ME TO THE FIBERS OF MY BONE
 LONELINESS SADNESS WHISPERING TO ME SILLY WOMAN ALWAYS ALONE
CRYING MYSELF TO SLEEP AND ACCEPTING I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN
09/14/15
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XXX TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS

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IT’S NOT YOU, IT’S HER

  IT’S NOT YOU, IT’S HER   
IT’S HER ENERGY, HER STRENGTH AND HER ESSENCE -Mmmm THAT MAKES YOU OH SO REAL.
SEE IT’S NOT REALLY THE IDEA OF YOU, BUT THE POWER OF THIS WOMAN I LOVE TO FEEL.
IT’S HER KISSES THAT SEAR ME DOWN TO CORE OF MY SOUL.
PASSIONATE LOVING I’M SO ADDICTED-LIKE STARS TO NIGHT SHE MAKES ME WHOLE.
OUR BODIES ARE JOINED CONNECTED BY YOU.. JUST OUR PHYSICAL BRIDGE.
IT’S OUR MENTAL AND EMOTIONAL CONNECTION THAT PUSHES US OVER THE SEXUAL RIDGE.
RAINED KISSED DOWN MY BACK BETWEEN, MY THIGHS AND ACROSS MY MOCHA MOUNDS
WHISPERED WORDS OF ECSTASY BODIES TANGLED, ENTWINED DANCING ROUND AND ROUND
ITS HER HANDS GRIPPING MY THIGHS AS THEY RISE UP TO MEET AND CAPTURE.
EACH PERFECTED THRUST THAT SHE HAS TAKEN THE TIME TO MASTER.
NO OTHER PENIS OR DILDO AND YES I’VE EVEN TRIED THE ONES THAT WERE REAL.
HAS EVER EVER COME CLOSE TO HOW THIS WOMAN..MY WOMAN MAKES ME FEEL

BY TIMMIKA COLLINS

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WAR OF WORDS..

Words that were spoken in
anger said way to much.

As silent pain tore through me
like a violent touch.

A verbal attack on my heart mind and soul.

Abandoned in a sad dark world
heartbroken and cold.

Struggling for air as your words pulled me deep drowning me.

Wondering how I was to
blind,to in love to see.

The more you said I begin to
realize the less I knew.

I never imagined living the rest of my life without you.

12/5/13

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life

LIFE:
LIFE GOES UP AND IT COMES DOWN
WHAT YOU SEND OUT COMES BACK AROUND
LOVE FOR A MOMENT AND FOR SOME A LIFE TIME
WHAT WAS ONCE YOURS ONE DAY JUST MAYBE MINE
TRY NOT TO JUDGE FOR ONE DAY IT WILL BE YOUR TURN
BUILD MORE BRIDGES INSTEAD OF WATCHING THEM BURN
CHASE ALL YOUR DREAMS AND REACH FOR THE STAR
LEARN TO LOVE YOURSELF YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE
GO WHERE YOUR HEART WANTS AND STAY WHERE YOUR SOUL SHOULD
DO WHAT YOU CAN SO THAT YOU NEVER HAVE TO SAY I WISH I COULD
CHERISH THOSE THAT LOVE YOU , THEIR HEART IS A GIFT YOU EARN
SOMETIMES THE PAIN ECHOS THE LESSON TO BE LEARNED
EACH DAY IS A BLESSING NOT SOMETHING YOU ARE ENTITLED TO
WE MUST LOVE EVERYONE BUT TO OURSELF WE MUST BE TRUE
A TIMMIKA COLLINS ORIGINAL

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life

LIFE:
LIFE GOES UP AND IT COMES DOWN
WHAT YOU SEND OUT COMES BACK AROUND
LOVE FOR A MOMENT AND FOR SOME A LIFE TIME
WHAT WAS ONCE YOURS ONE DAY JUST MAYBE MINE
TRY NOT TO JUDGE FOR ONE DAY IT WILL BE YOUR TURN
BUILD MORE BRIDGES INSTEAD OF WATCHING THEM BURN
CHASE ALL YOUR DREAMS AND REACH FOR THE STAR
LEARN TO LOVE YOURSELF YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE
GO WHERE YOUR HEART WANTS AND STAY WHERE YOUR SOUL SHOULD
DO WHAT YOU CAN SO THAT YOU NEVER HAVE TO SAY I WISH I COULD
CHERISH THOSE THAT LOVE YOU , THEIR HEART IS A GIFT YOU EARN
SOMETIMES THE PAIN ECHOS THE LESSON TO BE LEARNED
EACH DAY IS A BLESSING NOT SOMETHING YOU ARE ENTITLED TO
WE MUST LOVE EVERYONE BUT TO OURSELF WE MUST BE TRUE
A TIMMIKA COLLINS ORIGINAL

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